Oh. Now Velvant says this. Wtf... I feel so stupid. Ask a few more times then can liao ah. Hahahahahaha. Piang eh. So now I know the reason he reject me is because Im fat, and ugly. Not because of what. Nb.

If he goes with her hor.. I seriously.. will stop contact with him till I stop liking him. Even though I'm back with Raymond I still have feelings for this guy. I know, I told him I dont like him anymore. I thought that by believing it, it would happen. Somehow, it didnt. I still like him. When he likes Phoenix, I get jealous. But what to do? I have no right to be jealous. He is a guy, like any other normal man. They like chio bus, girls who dress sexily and wear lotsa makeup and act cute. Oh yes. Never girls like me.

I should just stick with Raymond. He loves me for who I am. Why am I asking for more?

haha wtf. and now we are arguing. fucking nice. over girls. that you like. veana, you useless friend. your way of "encouraging" your teenage 17 year old friends dont work on 29 year old men. Forget it. I'm not going on Wednesday.. And Velvant, I wish you the best of luck in everything k. Really, find your own happiness. I only said that because I felt you could make your own decisions. And that "you go lor" thingy was just said in a teasing manner. I didnt expect you to read it otherwise.